alone

well the love of my life didn't work out, he was in a terribly abusive relationship for about 2 years to the point where he was hit by this guy and is so gunshy of anytype of relationship that seems like he is shutting himself off to the world, so here i am alone, with one good good friend i can always count on out west..he is always there for me,even though he has his own problems to eal with and always has time for me and always always the best advice...he is my lifeline right now...been dreaming alot of my past lately, the house, about times while we were all still living there as a family, woke up this am and the dream was so very real wasn't sure where i was at when i woke up...much sadness these last few days and i don't know why..have not been able to talk to anyone.....have not even left the house today....just very hard to even walk out the door...not sure whats ahead, sadness at what i left behind....its hard to even move

ikissed a guy and i liked it

hey fellow bloggers....its been a while again, lots has happened, bankruptcy almost done,waiting for discharge...still screwing around with the house....dining room ceiling collapsed over winter....left a big mess, but no money to fix....oh well.....big news is i met a guy, wonderful, handsome big hearted wonderful damn fine guy and am head over heals in love right now for him......
he is a kind,gentle soul that would give you the shirt off his back and has the most beautiful green eyes anyways will post more later
hugs from cleveland

still alive

ok boys still here still alive really suck lately at posting, wish i could say its all the dating i am doing ...lol.......finally got through the bankruptcy and had my creditor meeting last week,now just waiting should have a discharge in about 60 days......just in time for summer.....house should be done shortly.....right after christmas dining room ceiling caved in from a broken pipe in second floor that i have no freekin idea how as i was keeping house heated....and pipe was on inside wall...oh well....hope all your holidays were great...hope you all remember who i am.....promise to start posting more often if i can fit it in between all the hot guys in and out of here....hehehe
later
over and out from clevfeland ohio

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i have been so lacking the last month since thanksgiving and just wanted to take a minute to wish all my blog friends a very merry christmas .....the new year will i hope be much better as this one is ending pretty crappy......i love all you guys out there who still read me and thank you for hanging in there with me...hope your holiday is great
love and hugs from cleveland

2008

what a difference a year makes


happy thanksgiving to all my blog buddies out there...hope you and yours have a great day and promise that i will post more

dave

lifes wicked turns

well boys the last month has been a monster for me....being hounded by creditors.still dealing with the house.....incredible slow down at work due to the wonderful economy...so took the big step tonight and hired an attorney and filed bankruptcy.....why didn't i do this 3-4 months ago dealing with a grand total of about 250k hanging over my head....qualify for chapter 7 and should be totally over by january....thats about all that there is new here in cold cleveland
holidays are coming....sure will be different this year
hope all you are good
promise to post more
over and out in cleveland

seven steps

i want to take a few minutes here tonight and let all you wonderful people out there that there is an awesome blog out the www.gaytwogether.com that you all need to check out..michael is by far the most wonderful,kind gentle soul of a person that i have ever had the privelge and honor to know
his daily diary series that he has started this week is by far helping me to see myself for all the good that i have in me...i am wonderful and can look in the mirror and see the person that is inside this shell screaming to get out and with his help i am finally discovering this person who has been hidden behind i don't know what for years
thank you my wonderful,gentle michael may all you readers discover what i am discovering about my self
check this blog out,its well worth it and there is also tremendous hot eye candy every day